The day I will be ME!

I often look around and wonder,
How easily we surrender?
When everything around is mine,
I am still waiting for the correct time,
I am still waiting to be approved by me,
The day I will be ME!
Why I am only defined by roles?
Why I am recognized only when I am on role?
Where am I hidden?
Why I always have to score?
I am forced, I am overlooked,
I am pleased, I am booked,
because,
I am still waiting to be approved by me,
The day I will be ME!
I betray myself,
I manipulate myself,
I adjust myself, just to fit in,
I hold everyone up,
feeling left out sometimes,
waiting to be held at times,
because,
I am still waiting to be approved by me,
The day I will be ME.
I am done and over,
I had enough,
over with drama and over with expectations,
will design my own world,
where its only me,
and,
I don't have to wait for approval,
for
the day, I will be ME!
"A thought for everyone who has lost himself or herself in the race of life."
Love..